I love you so much I want you to be free and clear.  

Free of blue or colored glasses, which might cause you harm, or distort your vision.

So free that you will be too strong to let anyone stop your choice to open or close, pause or play.

 So clear on who you are and what you want, that only truth and love can move you, and no one can manipulate you or destroy your peace of mind.

I want you to be so free that you are able to reflect and refract instill or extract the light in the universe, and and accept all interplay with the manifold darkness.

I want you to be so clear that you can amplify light, refract it in colors and directions and dimensions of your choice. 

 I want you to be able to move so fast that you find stillness at the unified fields of light and darkness as they unfold and enfold each other, like yin and yang.

I love you so much, I want you to be free not to miss a moment of work nor a moment of fun, and to grow and change, hurt and heal and win and lose and to be responsible, irresponsible, reactive and proactive, and light and dark by conscious choice and graciously to treat all these teachers just the same.

I love you so much that I want you to be clear that your breath of love and light inspires life and growth and validates and connects you with everyone and everything.  

That each present is a mystical, magical, mythical magnetic moment and that you can connect with the energy of music in universes of light and dark, life and death, and more. 

 To imagine their music, their lightshow, as energy flows that you can amp up or power down in multiverses in  colours and tones that show all your beauty.  

 Then I want you to breath easy knowing that you are a loan from God to the universe, and that God’s  “in spiritus divine energy” can make space and breath, and open buds to let souls flower, bear fruit and seed, without a sound, or with loud thunder and breaking blows of divine breath.   

Then I want you to release yourself from any bonds or thoughts that hold you back or tie you down and to sing and fly, lay quiet or ground.  

In any event, I want you to be free and clear, full of awe and loves, and fully alive and aware in your racing in the light, and in your sitting in the dark. 

I also bid you peace.  

I do these things because I love you, and I’m not looking for anything back, so I give you my love unconditionally. 

My Haven taught me the importance of owning all my pieces and parts, actions and reactions, and giving or receiving  based upon my choice, sometimes careful, sometimes with reckless abandon.  

My Haven taught me to keep striving to be free and clear, awake, aware, and alive. 

I am a wild man.  

I thank God for that Wilder women who taught me about ducks, and whales, and flying things, mirrors in time, and old wise beings in caves. 

I thank God for life and death, beginnings and endings, and the community of all in One.  

I hope you find your Haven and meet Jane at the bottom of a wishing well.  

Listen to Five for Fighting:  “The Battle for Everything,” and Sarah Reeves “Right Where You Want Me.”